because, i can't take any of this anymore. i'm just barely hanging on, just barely. someone please kill me. shoot me in the head like now now now!
hmm you know what, i can do this. it's what life's about eh? i wouldn't want to die now, i still want to live and taste what this beautiful life has to offer.
i'm just sick of all of this. but i know i can do this, and i've got myself to prove.
anyway, u18 match was great and we won 3-0 and our short corners were awesomeeeeeee but i'm too tired to elaborate i'm going to sleep. and im making sure i wont oversleep hahaha goodnight.
(10:39 PM)